I Am Thomas …NoDoubt. Do you know who you are? You’ve probably either followed that thought for a while and gotten nowhere or else, you are on this journey with me right now? For those of you who are with me and, for those of you who may be curious enough to tag along also, here’s my story of how I came to live two lifetimes in this one body… I call it my ‘Do-Over’.
It all started when I asked to know the ‘Truth’. That was it! I didn’t want to be deceived or lied to, no matter how much it may have hurt or helped. It all started when I asked to know ‘The Truth’. That was it! I didn’t want to be deceived or lied to, no matter how much it may have hurt or helped. The next earth shaking occurrence In my life happened when I heard God’s voice for the first time. “I want you to follow me,” were his exact words. I will never forget His voice nor those words He spoke to me. Nor will I ever be able to forget My words back to him nor will I ever not regret these words. “No way! I’m going to have fun in this life!”
I’m about 25 years old now and planning how best to take my life, when I hear his voice for the second time: ‘Stop smoking ! Don’t pray in My Name, pray in my Son’s Name, Jesus!’ This time His words were more insistent than the first time, which felt more like an invitation than a command. Today I look back on these last 45 years and I’m truly thankful to him, Yahushua haMashiach aka Jesus, His Son. This journey of finding out who I am has led me to want to know who He is? More than $1 million a year business, not even if I gain the whole world would it be worth losing my own soul for the knowledge and wisdom of knowing Him. Even more so than that is the fact of this privilege that mankind alone*, has been granted!
* man alone, apart from animals, angels & (to be) equaled only by God.